Thought

"sometimes world doesn't allowed us to be what we want to be or who we are"

Kadang – Kadang

Kadang- kadang aku bosan

Kadang-kadang susah nak lelapkan mata

Kadang- kadang aku tak paham ape yang aku buat

Kadang-kadang rajin

Kadang-kadang malas

Kadang-kadang aku tak suka apa yang aku buat

Kadang-kadang risau

Kadang-kadang buat tak tahu

Isy. Bahaya betul aku. Asyik kadang-kadang.

Kadang-kadang lagik. Dah diam.



‘Lagu yang tengah bermain di telinga aku semasa aku memikirkan entri ini, Superman by Stereophonics’

I Need Someone

One day, I just realized that
There is someone I need
Someone who understand me
Someone who needs me
Like I need someone
But I know
There is something
Something that keeps bothering
Not much, time
Not much, endeavor
Left for me
I don’t need someone
Who like me because the way I look
Because of my attainable
Because of my knack
Sometime when I needed someone
But he doesn’t need me
Maybe they just doesn’t care
Right now, inside of me was crying
The head was just a mess
Trouble sleeping was apart of me
Fallen in everywhere
I still searching
My mind keep wandering
The center of mine was keep beating
What I need is
Someone who need me
Like I need him
Never mind, just keep on walking
Until you find someone
Who needs you
Like you need him
Together the needs of someone
Will fulfill
And surrounding you always

Get Me Outta Here / Runaway

So many sleepless nights
Feeling something that was not right
That empty feeling
Kept coming and strolling
In my head
So sick of it
Because it can’t just go away
It just there
It can be stop
Or it can be turn on
It was sad
When you realize that
The people you love
Can’t love you back
When you know that
The people you love,
Break your heart
When you learn that
You can’t be with him
Your heart is screaming
Your mind is pulsing
Even you feel like
Nothing is going on
But it will not go away
It just be one of your dark mark in your life
You just feel want to runaway from here
Or screaming like get me outta here
Guilty feeling is arise
But you can’t deny it
Or to stop it
All you can do is
To have faith
That is something better for you
Are waiting out there

Magic Night

Magic Night

April, my favourite night
Sense of music
The feel of it
Soundness

Cloud of smoke
Hints of lights
People surrounding
Loud and slow
Speaks

Waiting
Time getting late
Dark sea
Unpatient people
Singing and talking

Feeling
Dark stage
Awaiting persona
Existing

Touches of light
On the shoulder
Beautiful it is
The way of it
So is the sound

Unforgettable
The scene
The personas
Remember
Everything
The music

(STEREOPHONICS LIVE IN KL 28 APRIL 2010)

IMAGES BY MIRANDA YEOH
COURTESY FROM JUICEONLINE.COM

(later probably I tagged some videos :D)

Life Is Complicated Enough

My mind keeps wandering
My friends said don’t worry too much
But I kept thinking
Why things acting that such

Forget what happen to you
Don’t matter what is past
Somewhere in my head still have it too
Hope it will run away fast

Memories have been good and bad
Time keep moving on
The things we had
Sometimes there and sometimes gone

If you always thinking about
Why things acting like that
All you can do, is to get out
And try to beat that

I know if you know
That you can stop it from happen
Just take it slow
And other road will open

People don’t know exactly
What you have been really
You have been take it easy
But in a way so strongly

So, lets get goin
Walk on and don’t look back
And let’s the feeling join
No matter its white or black

Smile and sunshine are the same
They had the good gene
Everyone wearing the name
So, wear it where other people can be seen

Life is what us had accepted
Life is simple or can be tough
Life is just full of unexpected
Or life is just complicated enough

Unsleep

Agitated, blinking
Waiting for someone
Hearing some music
Blues maybe

Tired, can’t sleep
Thinking
Something
Someone
Alone and lonely

Second ticking,
Lazy clouding
Don’t care
Feelingless

Help me,
Helpless
People are nothing
There are not special
Bored with ordinary
Just plain

Hoping
Better days
Extraordinary
Something unique
They don’t understand

Leave it
Forget it
Unique
You are