"What do you do when someone psychologically hurt you?"
"Meaning?"
"Psychological war. Eat you up from inside."
"I'm depressing person"
"You know you had depression"
"I'm fucking loser. Damn selfish person."
"You're not selfish. You're in a state of mind which is unstable. You are hurt."
"How to deal with it? I need a fucking boxing with my mind right now"
"First, make a list what's good about yourself. Damn good about yourself"
"I'm trying."
"Do it now. Loud and clear."
"People are your mirror. Whenever they say anything good about yourself, put a side in your space, in your brain."
"Someone said I look like Caucasian. Original deep brown hair, brown eyes.
"Ok, more."
"My colleague, you're like Bella Swan which is I hardly show my feeling through my face."
"My aunt asked me to be an actor. I just kept quiet. But Johnny Depp is cool."
"You have further your studies, and you know it is not useful right now. Knowledge is important. Somebody struggle like shit to further your studies."
"I like to write. I like art. I like music. My two guitar is lying still in the attic."
"It's a shame for the guitar."
"My friend said for me, cool but inside like thunderstorm. Patience but like hurricane."
"My father play a football. He's was good. My friend said I can play. Like a Park Ji-sung even I don't know where the hell is Park Ji-sung right now. Still, I prefer football than futsal. And the game ball that I don't really like is netball because its a girl ball."
"And you're not a girl?"
"I'm girl but it's not my forte. I'm missed running like mad holding the baton even though running long distance is damn stressing."
"You know what? Beautiful but boring. Everyone can be beautiful. Have a nice job, nice wife, nice husband, nice children, nice house. You don't have that. You have yourself. It is curse, reverse."
"But I need to be low profile. And yet, I'm tired of becoming this soft hearted. Tired of saying sorry all the time, until I become confuse of the fault itself."
"You write in the piece of paper, fold it and put it in the box. Whenever, you feel like the world crashing on you. Read it again. Aloud. Call it self indulgence. Forget what other people said. You need to be grateful. All the hardness. I bet you will feel better after that. You need that."
"To the people who want to hurt, as you said, psychologically hurt, they think had it against you, they make you feel you like a loser, think again, they don't have what you have. You already winning."
"How's that?"
"Because you let the devil lose. We are playing games with the devil everyday. Every revenge, every hot tempered, every jealousy, every impatient, that's the devil game. And the angels take note everything that we do. Wear a pet with you. It will cleanse your soul. Have a pure heart. This world is temporary. What we done today is for tomorrow. The eternal afterlife."
"I think we need to start stop use the 'word'."
"You fucking cool."
* Beat The Devil's Tatoo by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club on the background.*
"Meaning?"
"Psychological war. Eat you up from inside."
"I'm depressing person"
"You know you had depression"
"I'm fucking loser. Damn selfish person."
"You're not selfish. You're in a state of mind which is unstable. You are hurt."
"How to deal with it? I need a fucking boxing with my mind right now"
"First, make a list what's good about yourself. Damn good about yourself"
"I'm trying."
"Do it now. Loud and clear."
"People are your mirror. Whenever they say anything good about yourself, put a side in your space, in your brain."
"Someone said I look like Caucasian. Original deep brown hair, brown eyes.
"Ok, more."
"My colleague, you're like Bella Swan which is I hardly show my feeling through my face."
"My aunt asked me to be an actor. I just kept quiet. But Johnny Depp is cool."
"You have further your studies, and you know it is not useful right now. Knowledge is important. Somebody struggle like shit to further your studies."
"I like to write. I like art. I like music. My two guitar is lying still in the attic."
"It's a shame for the guitar."
"My friend said for me, cool but inside like thunderstorm. Patience but like hurricane."
"My father play a football. He's was good. My friend said I can play. Like a Park Ji-sung even I don't know where the hell is Park Ji-sung right now. Still, I prefer football than futsal. And the game ball that I don't really like is netball because its a girl ball."
"And you're not a girl?"
"I'm girl but it's not my forte. I'm missed running like mad holding the baton even though running long distance is damn stressing."
"You know what? Beautiful but boring. Everyone can be beautiful. Have a nice job, nice wife, nice husband, nice children, nice house. You don't have that. You have yourself. It is curse, reverse."
"But I need to be low profile. And yet, I'm tired of becoming this soft hearted. Tired of saying sorry all the time, until I become confuse of the fault itself."
"You write in the piece of paper, fold it and put it in the box. Whenever, you feel like the world crashing on you. Read it again. Aloud. Call it self indulgence. Forget what other people said. You need to be grateful. All the hardness. I bet you will feel better after that. You need that."
"To the people who want to hurt, as you said, psychologically hurt, they think had it against you, they make you feel you like a loser, think again, they don't have what you have. You already winning."
"How's that?"
"Because you let the devil lose. We are playing games with the devil everyday. Every revenge, every hot tempered, every jealousy, every impatient, that's the devil game. And the angels take note everything that we do. Wear a pet with you. It will cleanse your soul. Have a pure heart. This world is temporary. What we done today is for tomorrow. The eternal afterlife."
"I think we need to start stop use the 'word'."
"You fucking cool."
* Beat The Devil's Tatoo by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club on the background.*
